“Think about what you are saying when in prayer, when you say; when will your efforts succeed? You will succeed when you give over your talents and abilities to Me, then success will come.
I gave to you the talents, gifts and instilled within you the desires of your heart. It is not by chance, nor for the purpose of building up your ego, nor reliance on those talents and abilities for your own glory, fame or fortune. You were chosen to be who you are, and who you can be, before you were born.
You don’t even know who you are, or can be? What you call frustration; I call it protection from the consequences of using those abilities in the wrong ways, and for the wrong purposes.
I have given you an ability to be creative, as an artist, and create. Artistic, creative people are capable of being My greatest communicators, having the greatest impact on others.
You know your past, and now you know the consequences, and what could have happened, if I would have allowed you continue going in the direction you were going.
Like Moses, you had to be removed from Egypt (representing the world’s ways, slavery and bondage) and breaking your ties to the Pharaoh (Ruling Anti-Christ, hardened heart, demonic control), and being forced to flee into the wilderness, or be destroyed. The wilderness is a time to be refined and changed for the purpose of the calling.
Moses, My servant, was chosen for that role, prepared for eighty years, before he became ‘My servant’. It wasn’t the length of his ministry, that mattered to Me, but the scope and impact as a humble Spirit empowered servant, even at the end of his life.
So it will be on many of my chosen servants, set aside in the obscurity of the wilderness, waiting for their time to lead people to the promise land. Along the way, as with Moses, many Egyptians and others who are not My people, will become My people, and follow My servants.
Likewise you and others have been chosen for such a time as this. So quit complaining, and look to the future hope of leading people from this world’s ways into the Promised Land, to their rest, and full inheritance.